Can’t vs Won’t

Can’t is lack of ability.

Won’t is lack of permission.

I have a pretty good idea of what my abilities are, I know that riding Highline in Sedona is over my head. Likewise other trails I have experienced or are researching for a possible ride. I am increasingly becoming more cautious about meeting challenges for fear of consequences of failure.. I am not on a downward slope to ride only greens. I ride blues mostly and some blacks, some turn out to be over rated.

Then there is Won’t, I back away from longer and / or harder rides. I could do the ride but I balk at beating my body to tackle that ride. My pedal time is less than 3 hours max. Two hours are a chunk.

So, each ride is subjected to can’t vs won’t.

Saturday I picked the trail system at Highline SP that TF showed as mostly green. The park can be seen from anchor spot above Loma. I drove to the park. I paid daily $10 entrance fee. I saw signs banning surface water activities. ? . I geared up and pedaled away. Shortly I caught a glimpse of the lake:

Drained Highline Lake Zebra mussel kill

The west is drought affected which I thought caused the non existent water and surface activity. The system wended its way playing with fingers of where water would have been. Smooth tread. Many places the trail was cut thru stands of scrub trees like Gamble oak making for nonexistent sight lines. I rode in TF direction encountering no one.

I finished my ride of 7.34 miles climbing 413′ in just under an hour. I visited with a park staff member seeking knowledge. I learned the lake is being drained to kill off a zebra mussel infestation. Plan is to leave lake empty over winter subjecting exposed lake bed to frost to kill off larva. Nearby Mesa Lake is full so drought was not cause for non existent water. Also the park allows class 1 and 2 M-bikes. I foresee many user conflicts on sections with no sight line.

Sunday was another ride out at Kokopeli system. Route was Mary’s out to Steve’s loop reconnecting back on Mary’s then taking first cutiver to Wrangler back then road climb out back to van. At first I was alone on popular Mary’s but as the day wore on more riders shared the trail with me. Steve’s plays with edges of canyons.

Steve’s, 2 riders entering gulch, follow trail around

This ride was in my ability and permission. The ride was 14.9 miles climbing 1171 pedaling for 2 hrs 9 mins. I am really liking the lower saddle height which gives me pedal power. However, the 28T oval chain ring is too easy to pedal against. Yesterday in town on a parking lot across the street from OTE I swapped chain rings to the 30T which will give me resistance for better balance. Now with more powerful pedal from lowered saddle height coupled with harder pedal I might increase my can’t boundary.

Temps are still in 80s for mid October. Forecast calls for 70s later in the week and even some precip.

Yesterday morning while still in bed I heard the muted snap of the mouse trap then noises indicating a struggle. Later I slid open the cabinet door to see a mouse under the bail of the spring trap. The night before I baited the trigger again with almond butter, this time I worked most of it under the trigger to cause the mouse to work for the bait to hopefully spring the trap. The previous 2 nights the trigger had been licked clean of the bait. At last mouse free… until the next? How they are able to scamper inside the van remains to be observed. Hot days means open side door. I told Peter at OTE about the dead mice. He suggested like a sticker showing dead mouse and putting it on the van much like pilots showing enemy kills. Next trapped mouse will be made into a sticker.

Today is Monday, I’m making today a rest day and not driving. Tomorrow is trip to Junction for examination of van’s suspension that still clunks over bumps and dips. Presently 82 degrees with gentle breeze. I attach the front windshield cover to block out solar gain.

The leg ulcer is clearing up from the steroid cream applied 2X. Healing.

Desert grand valley

Now around Fruita.

Wed morn I was seen by a dermatologist about my unhealing painful ulcer on my left leg. She assessed condition as needing a steroid cream to help healing. Prescription filled and being applied 2X / day. Noticed almost immediate reduction in pain. Three weeks is to be complete heal. I am sleeping better now,

Afterwards I returned to Fruita and went on a ride out at Kokopeli system on trails and direction I am familiar with. Mary’s out and still walking same tech features above my pay grade. Climbed Wrangler that seemed less arduous than just this spring. Lowered saddle increase efficiency.

Mack Ridge, Mary’s below

Thurs was laundry day. I chose to give a laundromat in Junction a try instead of the Fruita laundromat because of its broken machines still not fixed. Also, Lunch Loop system nearby. This system is laden with more tech features than I can make so I had avoided riding here for years. Today’s ride was to pick the lesser difficulty trails, blue rated. I pedaled away from TH, climbing right away. Feature after feature populated what I rode. I made very few and walked a bunch. Difficulty was above my skill and motor to make. I accepted that what little I had in the past had withered. I clicked my heals together and asked to be shown an easy route back to the van. I bailed. I made it back to TH unscathed.

Lunch Loop terrain, Junction

Google showed me the way to the laundromat. A young couple living in a pickup camper home made conversion with 2 small girls. The woman was interested in my life that I shared plus my wisdom from years of living.

Back to Fruita. In the evening I set out to socialize in town. Local open mike session I attended. 3 people in the audience. I listened to a guitar player doing a good performance on a John Prine song. Not the crowd I was hoping to intermingle with. Outside I heard more music and I sought out its source. Copper Club across the street from the Hot Tomato was karaoke night. I caught 1 act and that was enough. I left and drove out to Loma spot for the night.

Darn mouse / mice are climbing on board thru the open side door. I saw one on the step that i yelled at, it must have moved in instead of leaping to the ground. I set the Woodstream trap baited with almond butter on trigger that harvested several mice. This mouse is eating the bait w/o tripping the trigger. Tonight I will rebait that trap plus set another makers solution to a better mousetrap.

Today is a rest day, back into town for groceries and water.  Tomorrow will be another Kokopeli ride.

 

RAT and Rimrocker

Sunday morning after making, eating, and cleaning up scratch made pancakes Sunday breakfast, I bid adieu to Bill and Susan. I continued on my way westward on US 50. There were 2 road construction projects to drive thru. I heard one time the backup was what it was so just 30 vehicles were going thru at a time. Today I scored the almost no wait drive to Ridgeway to trailhead for the RAT system. RAT is Ridgeway Area Trails, a system volunteers funded and built that the BLM is proposing day use fee. I have ridden here several times. I started from the southern end climbing Big Cheese a purpose built for bikes trail. Hikers are able to hike trail also.

RAT Big Cheese climb

 

Nicely built trails and trails were signed.  My route was shortened by me accepting the sign stating more fun this way. New trail not on TF for validation. It was a narrow trail playing with grade changes but it shorted out a loop. Pay attention, do the work not the fun. Veg cover is  desert of juniper and sage. The Maze trail descends a gulley that the trail played with, pay attention turns. 6.77 miles climbing 666′. I encountered nary a person or beast during my time out. Sunny warm day, temp in 80s at 7,xxx’, October 6.

From previous visits I knew of a camping spot nearby. The spot was empty. First visit here I parked a short distance away and was snowed on. Tonight was warm early then chilled enough for the heater to heat.

This morning I headed back to Montrose to ride the Rimrocker trails that Susan and Bill recommended. This system is new to me. Trailforks shows a spaghetti of trails. I found the TH out west of Montrose. Warm, sunny but hazy. First trail ridden was Electric Avenue, seems all trails here have an electricity name. Great tight single track with lots of small technical problems, blues, not blacks. Juniper and Pinion pine and sage. My proper seat height allowed increasing difficulty tech features. Balance has become more evident as I can power pedal up things. I like these trails. I will return to ride again and stay.

Rimrocker looking N, see trail on far slope
Electric avenue

 

Today my order of Happy Camper bread was delivered to OTE as ordered. I wanted to eat toast at breakfast more than staying for a second day of riding. Rolled into OTE like I never left.  Four loaf order, I can store just 3, I gave 4th to shop guy.

So, now in western CO.